Hi, welcome to my blog.
I am Lilith, a story-teller fascinated by photography.
A couple of years ago I began writing stories in words. In 2006 I started using self-portraits to tell my tales.
Themes: Women, identity, female archetypes, gender bending and life itself.
Above all: Freedom and equality.
Artist statement:
Mankind is vulnerability incarnate. One can easily wound this creature, severely if one wishes. This is frightening. What lies around the next corner? Today’s online revolution makes this question even more loaded. A whole new world is at the disposal of people with an evil mind. At the same time kind-heartedness is being given wings like never before. For me as an artist vulnerability represents the ultimate goodness. My art, every single self-portrait, is a reconnoitering expedition to discover delicacy carried by a human being. Every image is a step forward. Through my photography I rediscover faith in humanity.
Tadaa! Met heel veel plezier laat ik jullie weten dat Frans Pollux het voorprogramma verzorgt van de charity-middag van de Stg. TeekOnMe op 10 juni a.s. om half 4. Locatie: Servicebioscoop Luxor in Reuver. Zorg dat jullie op tijd zijn zodat jullie geen noot missen!
Dutch group exhibition at NYC: The Wonder of Woman. There it is again, my selfportrait 'Member of the Biking Nation' on fotografie.nl read on >>
published on 05.14.2012, 0 reactions
Double Dutch or Double American
Wow, someone (Feiko Koster from FotoFestival Naarden) called me a 'topper' and now my work is selected to travel to USA twice! On behalf of the exhibition FotoFestival Naarden as well as The Wonder of Woman. Both part of PhotoVille. Details will follow soon.
Op de omslagfoto van Risja op het facebookaccount van de Stichting TeekOnMe is vol lof gereageerd. Het woord 'prachtig' is vaak gevallen. Dank hiervoor. Risja is inderdaad een prachtige meid, van binnen en van buiten. Op momenten dat de ziekte van Lyme haar helemaal in de greep heeft is goed te zien dat ze behalve mooi ook een 'vechtster' is. We willen de realiteit met jullie delen. Soms is de buitenkant dan minder 'prachtig' maar haar mooie, sterke binnenkant komt uit deze beelden duidelijk naar voren.
Charity-middag bij servicebioscoop Luxor, Reuver (Nl)
Een bijzonder kunstproject ontstaat rond Risja Steeghs uit Reuver. Zij heeft de ziekte van Lyme in een ernstige vorm. Op stapel staan een boek van kunstfotograaf Lilith en een grote expositie. Over Risja en haar wereld. Begin juni is er een charity-middag in Reuver.
Bijzonder kunstproject rond Reuvers meisje
Risja Steeghs (21) uit Reuver lijkt in een surrealistische film terechtgekomen. Sinds een paar jaar houdt de ziekte van Lyme haar de meeste tijd aan bed gekluisterd. Zij is nagenoeg volledig op de zorg van haar ouders aangewezen. Een enkele tekenbeet heeft veel vrijheid opgelost.
Girl power
Is het ook een slechte film? Nee. Ondanks alle tegenslag heeft Risja meer positivisme in haar - zieke - lijf dan menig ander. Ze houdt veel van mensen in haar omgeving en is een groot liefhebber van kunst. Als haar gezondheid het toelaat maakt ze zelf kunstwerken. En ze durft te hopen dat ze op een dag weer beter wordt.
Maar Risja is niet van plan af te wachten tot het zover is. Dus heeft ze begin dit jaar een bericht aan haar plaatsgenote geschreven; de internationale kunstfotograaf Lilith. Met de vraag of het niet interessant is een project te beginnen. Als kunst allereerst, met zijn eigen betekenis, maar ook als een vertelling over zowel chronische ziekte, girl-power alsook levensgeluk. Een ontmoeting tussen beiden volgde en bijna meteen ontstond een innige relatie.
Risja speelt nu de hoofdrol in een nieuwe, monumentale kunstserie van Lilith. Als het film is dan laat die zich eigenlijk nog het beste omschrijven als een sprookje - van harde realiteit weliswaar maar onmiskenbaar een sprookje.
Lililth: “Ik wil belangstelling creëren voor de ziekte, die vaak heel ingrijpend is. Die ziekte van Lyme komt veel vaker voor dan je zou denken. Daarnaast gaat het natuurlijk ook om wat er soms ontstaat als vrouwen bij elkaar zijn. Ik voel me op een bepaalde manier met haar verbonden en wil haar daarom graag helpen.”
Uit die ene mail van Risja begint een kettingreactie aan initiatieven te ontstaan. Een grote expositie in het Huis voor de Kunsten in Roermond wordt van november 2012 tot en met januari 2013 gehouden.
Doelstelling Stichting TeekOnMe
De ziekte van Lyme is slecht bekend in Nederland; althans de vaak ernstige gevolgen. De stichting TeekOnMe wil de ziekte onder de aandacht brengen. Op een originele manier. Dit ook als een als inspiratie. Mogelijk krijgt dit voorbeeld navolging bij andere chronische ziekten, waardoor communicatie meer prikkelt en andere doelgroepen worden bereikt. Op deze wijze wil zij ook fondsen werven voor onderzoek naar de verbetering van de bestrijding van de ziekte Lyme.
Inspiratiebron
Daarnaast staat een bijzonder boek op stapel. Waarvan de financiering al voor een belangrijk deel rond is; dankzij sponsors. Niettemin heeft de begroting nog een gat. Daarvoor wordt 10 juni een bijzondere charity-middag gehouden in servicebioscoop Luxor in Reuver. Dan wordt een film over Frida Kahlo vertoond; de Mexicaanse kunstenares die zich door vele tegenslagen heensloeg. Frida Kahlo is zowel voor Lilith als Risja een belangrijke inspiratiebron. Lilith heeft Risja geportretteerd als Frida Kahlo; deze foto wordt mogelijk de cover van het boek.
Alle aanwezigen krijgen bij ontvangst koffie/thee met een Mexicaanse lekkernij plus allerlei andere hapjes en aan het eind van de film een lime cocktail. Als afsluiting is er live muziek. Een kaartje kost 25 euro. De opbrengst gaat naar het kunstproject. Kaartjes kunnen bij inschrijving via voorverkoop worden besteld bij servicebioscoop Luxor (tel.nr. 077-4741234).
Charity-middag Reuver: 10 juni 2012. Zaal open om 15.30 u. Het programma duurt tot 19.00 uur.
Titel boek: Risja, a story by Lilith (subtitle: This is bugging me).
En een gelijknamige expositie bij het Huis voor de Kunsten in Roermond, Limburg met daartussen werken van Risja zelf. Van donderdag 15 november 2012 (opening 17.00 uur) t/m vrijdag 18 januari 2013 (gesloten tussen kerst en nieuwjaar).
Ook de Stichting Tekenbeetziekten beveelt onze charitymiddag van harte aan: Nieuwsread on >>
published on 05.12.2012, 0 reactions
Stichting TeekOnMe
De ziekte van Lyme is slecht bekend in Nederland; althans de vaak ernstige gevolgen. De stichting TeekOnMe wil de ziekte onder de aandacht brengen. Op een originele manier. Dit ook als een als inspiratie. Mogelijk krijgt dit voorbeeld navolging bij andere chronische ziekten, waardoor communicatie meer prikkelt en andere doelgroepen worden bereikt.
Adres:
Stichting TeekOnMe
Den Roover 12
NL-5953 BN REUVER
Bankrekeningnr. 5054.28.970
Website: Under construction TeekOnMe op facebook
Logo: ontwerp Henk Paijmans met gebruikmaking van zelfportret door Risja Steeghs
Risja lijkt in een surrealistische film terechtgekomen. Sinds een paar jaar houdt de ziekte van Lyme haar de meeste tijd aan bed gekluisterd. Zij is nagenoeg volledig op de zorg van haar ouders aangewezen. Een enkele tekenbeet heeft veel vrijheid opgelost.
Is het ook een slechte film? Nee. Ondanks alle tegenslag heeft Risja meer positivisme in haar - zieke - lijf dan menig ander. Ze houdt veel van mensen in haar omgeving en is een groot liefhebber van kunst. Als haar gezondheid het toelaat maakt ze zelf tere werken (zie foto). En ze durft te hopen dat ze op een dag weer beter wordt.
Maar Risja is niet van plan af te wachten tot het zover is. Dus heeft ze begin dit jaar een bericht aan haar plaatsgenote geschreven; de internationale kunstfotograaf Lilith. Met de vraag of het niet interessant is een project te beginnen. Als kunst allereerst, met zijn eigen betekenis, maar ook als een vertelling over zowel chronische ziekte, girl-power alsook levensgeluk. Een ontmoeting tussen beiden volgde en bijna meteen ontstond een innige relatie.
Risja speelt nu de hoofdrol in een nieuwe, monumentale kunstserie van Lilith. Als het film is dan laat die zich eigenlijk nog het beste omschrijven als een sprookje - van harde realiteit weliswaar maar onmiskenbaar een sprookje.
De kunstserie groeit nu uit tot een bijzonder boek: Risja, a story by Lilith (subtitle: This is bugging me). En een eerste gelijknamige expositie: bij het Huis voor de Kunsten in Roermond, Limburg met daartussen werken van Risja zelf.
Risja Steeghs
Foto: Lilith
Voor mij gaat dit kunstproject over het verlangen om jezelf te zijn. Ook al zijn de omstandigheden veranderd. Dat zie ik bij dit bijzondere meisje en ik herken het uit mijn leven. Misschien gaat dit project wel over de vrouw, die probeert zichzelf te zijn, terwijl de omstandigheden veranderen zonder dat ze daar invloed op heeft. Misschien is dit wel een heel oud verhaal. read on >>
published on 05.12.2012, 0 reactions
The power of vulnerability
Feeling very awkward today. Like something big is gonna happen. Electricity in the air. Or is it just the thunderstorm I am vulnerable to? The power of vulnerability.
I am always looking for an answer and browsed the web because of my today's state of mind (and heart). I stumbled upon this video and had to conclude: This is it! This is what I am feeling. This is what I am doing.
Read my artist statement for example: Mankind is vulnerability incarnate. One can easily wound this creature, severely if one wishes. This is frightening. What lies around the next corner? Today’s online revolution makes this question even more loaded. A whole new world is at the disposal of people with an evil mind. At the same time kind-heartedness is being given wings like never before. For me as an artist vulnerability represents the ultimate goodness. My art, every single self-portrait, is a reconnoitering expedition to discover maximum delicacy carried by a human being. Every image is a step forward. Through my photography I rediscover faith in humanity.
High on the thrilling strand he dances
Laved in white light. The smudged chalk faces
Blur below. His movements scorn
And fluently insult the law
That lumps us, munching, on our seats,
Avoiding the question that slyly tweaks:
How much do we want to see him fall?
It's no use saying we don't at all.
Excerpt from Tightrope Walker, “Selected Poems” by Vernon Scannell publ Alison & Busby Ltd, 1971 Page 67.
Bericht van Project mail art books Ed Hanssen (en raad eens van wie 1 van deze 10 verdwenen boekjes is. Right...)
Quote: De dame van Kunstwerk(t) is geweest...... helaas had ze slecht nieuws...... Op 12 maart jongstleden heb ik op hun verzoek 10 boekjes naar Kunsterk(t) verzonden. Ze zijn daar ook gearriveerd. De boekjes hadden ze nodig om te bekijken hoe ze ze mooi konden neerleggen tijdens de expo in Tienen, morgen. Naar nu blijkt heeft de doos met de boekjes erin op het bureau van Winne gestaan. Blijkbaar heeft een poetsdame, die het zich uiteraard niet (meer) kan herinneren, de doos bij het vuil gezet o.i.d. en nu zijn deze 10 boekjes spoorloos, cq verloren gegaan. Ik kan wel janken. Triest, in- en in triest. Ik heb overwogen om vandaag geen boekjes mee te geven aan Winne. Stel je voor dat het alweer gebeurt.... Winne heeft contact opgenomen met haar werkgever Kunstwerk(t) en ze heeft een verzekering geregeld voor de boekjes die ze nu heeft meegenomen. De expositie gaat dus wél door. NB een expo van "maar" 3 uurtjes...... Elk boekje dat ze heeft meegenomen is vanaf dit moment tot morgenavond verzekerd voor € 500 per stuk. Dat is een zeer schrale troost, want daarmee zijn de boekjes niet terug en nog erger: de collectie is incompleet. De deelnemers wiens boekje verloren is gegaan zijn door mij in kennis gesteld, op 2 na. Die moet ik anderszins zien te bereiken. Winne neemt zelf ook nog contact op met de desbetreffende deelnemers. Dus vermits er geen ongelukken gebeuren, staan morgen 60 boekjes te pronken in Tienen. Maar de lol is er vanaf voor nu.
Unquote.
Working on a very special project. Risja is my partner in crime. We will be able to reveal more about it in 1-2 weeks. It all has to do with courage, optimism, love, interpersonal relationships and of course Art with a little touch of Frida Kahlo. Stay tuned!
At the ArtAntique a man investigated my self-portrait thoroughly using a pocket lens. After round and about 10 minutes he said: 'Well, this is a very fine and realistic painting.' I took it as a compliment ;)
ArtAntique, Jaarbeurs Utrecht, Eduard Planting Fine Art Photographs booth #19,
April 22 - 29, 2012
This afternoon the opening of the exhibition 'Inspiratie Bloemen' at Limburgs Museum took place. It was great to see so much art inspired by flowers.
You should find out for yourself. It's possible till August 19, 2012. read on >>
published on 04.22.2012, 0 reactions
ArtAntique, jaarbeurs Utrecht (Nl)
Looking for fine art photographs? Feel free to nose around at booth #19, Eduard Planting Fine Art Photographs at ArtAntique, jaarbeurs Utrecht, April 22 - 29, 2012. Waiting for you! Peek-a-boo!
Impression of 'Action Lilith: On the Edge' up the wall at the main office of Generali, Diemen. In the background my self-portrait 'Fishy'.
Thanks Eduard Planting
It has been a super great evening being with Fotoclub Helden Panningen. You all were such a wonderful audience. Many thanks for your attendance, feed-back, comments and questions and also the bottle of wine. ;) read on >>
Two days live atelier at Ikob, Museum für zeitgenössische Kunst at Eupen (B) have been great.
Thanks dear Francis, Ingrid, Nadine and Serge for your hospitality, for all your help and for the real Belgian fries. Yummmmm....
All visitors, no matter age or gender, made a self-portrait. The wonderful results can be found here.
Impression of the making-of in this gallery. read on >>
Testing beamer and stuff on behalf of my presentation for Fotoclub Helden-Panningen, April 2, 2012 from 19.30-22.00 o'clock. There are only a few seats left. If you're thinking about attending register now: http://www.fotoclubheldenpanningen
With Stefan Koopmans and Rudy Stevens. read on >>
Announcement and invitation to my live atelier at Ikob, Museum for Contemporary Art at Eupen (B) on March 12 & 13, 2012. On Monday March 12 from 13.00 p.m. till 17.00 p.m., on Tuesday March 13 from 10.00 a.m. till 19.30 p.m.
More info on page 7: http://www.treffpunkt-ihr-ostbelgisches-magazin.com/onlineMagazine/
Item about Project MailArtBooks in the February-issue 'Kunstletter(s)' by Kunstwerk(t) using my booklet 'Domestic Goddess' as an illustration.
Click the image below to read. read on >>
published on 02.29.2012, 0 reactions
Dad
My life isn't always easy. Despite our differences there's a strong bond between my dad and me called: love&understanding. He is the embodiment of 'a good father'. Thanks dad for always being there for me.
Photo by Lex Hulscher (September 2007). read on >>
published on 02.28.2012, 0 reactions
The artists in the world
This afternoon André Smits framed me from behind for his project:
The Artists in the World.
André photographs the backside of artists in their working spaces all over the world. It's a never ending arttrip consisting of stills showing us the view of the artists.
As you can see Lex Hulscher caught us in the act. Below the 'making of'.
To view the result on André's site you can have a look here. read on >>
Yesterday Bart Jansen came to ask me some questions. The target group of readers for this interview consists of women over 45 years old. He thinks I am some kinda role model. That's too big an honour. ;) Sigh....
Nevertheless it was a pretty relaxed interview. Bart's easy going character drew all the answers out of me. There ain't no secrets left to reveal.
Here are some pictures he took of me. Great job, Bart! Looking forward to the magazine. read on >>
Why People Live With "Private Truths" Beneath Their "Public Lies"
(Quotes by: Douglas LaBier, Ph.D.)
That is, many people live with contradictions between their inner lives (the truths about their desires, emotional experience, self-image and ideals) and what they do with those truths behind the scenes, hidden from view (their private selves), and the lives they conduct publically, in their career paths, their relationships with their families or others they deal with and the positions they espouse or advocate (their public selves).
I can take it: Don't lie, 2008
Macular Degeneration Of The Self
In today's interconnected, highly exposed and networked world, the contradiction between public lies and private truths is harder to maintain. That's good, actually, because it opens the possibility for learning how to create a more integrated life. And that's healthy and necessary for both individuals and society. While people's lives are highly fragmented, the need for interconnection and interdependence is greater than ever, for building security, success and well-being in today's globalized environment. read on >>
published on 01.29.2012, 0 reactions
Fotografie.nl
Click the image below to read the article: read on >>
Proudly I share with you that my 'Side table' is part of this exhibition at IKOB Eupen (B), 29.01.2012 - 18.03.2012.
Click the image below to read. read on >>
published on 01.15.2012, 0 reactions
L1: Lilith's seeking a house
L1 reporter Marita Kriekels and I talking about the 'Lilith's seeking a house project'. What you see is my kitchen, the location where most of my Domestic Goddess self-portraits are being shot.
This item will be broadcasted by L1 Radio on January 5, 2012 in between 7.00 - 7.30 a.m. and repeated in between 12.00 u - 13.00 u the same day.
Below you'll find the transcript.
Thanks Aloys Ginjaar!
Click the image above to read 'Fotonieuws'. read on >>
published on 12.11.2011, 0 reactions
A wonderful day
Bert van der Elsken came over to collect my self-portrait 'Pluralism 2010'. Since it is his favorite he decided to buy it. I am very honered. The way we've met a while ago and how this worked out is very special. Today has been a wonderful and emotional day I'll never forget.
One of my friends adviced me to go through difficult times by identifying myself with strong women like Jeanne d'Arc. Early morning, just out of bed, I walked into the garden with my camera and tried to put myself in her place. I tried to feel her strength and capture this emotion.
It's confronting to view my barenaked vulnerable and yet strong face on my monitor. It tells me what I am feeling, what I am going through, my fears, my fights, my hurt, my falling and getting up again. Is my lifetime not even a nanosecond in the scale of forever? Life seems so large to me. read on >>
Judith Krebbekx chose some works from the museum collection from Museum van Bommel Van Dam Venlo (Nl) on behalf of her live atelier.
My self-portrait 'From blue to white' was selected by her. I am very honoured. read on >>
published on 11.06.2011, 0 reactions
New York, 2012
Aloys Ginjaar and I talking about my 'Domestic Witch' flying to New York Photofestival, taking part in the Dutch group exhibition 'The wonder of woman' (May 2012). read on >>
published on 11.03.2011, 0 reactions
5th annual Photography Masters Cup
Two of my self-portraits got nominated for the 5th annual Photography Masters Cup, category Fine Art (Member of the biking nation and the other one is 'good old' Side Table), which is a bit strange because I entered the category Portrait and not Fine Art. It's always hard to decide where my self-portraits belong, they're all 'portraits' to me.
Anyway, I am glad about the result. A good start on an autumnal Monday.
Member of the biking nation, 2009
Did I mention my dad made those wooden shoes? He is an old-fashioned wooden shoe maker, who always used to cut them by hand. No machinery for him. How Dutch can a person be?
Quote:
Dear Lilith,
CONGRATULATIONS on being a Nominee at the 5th Annual Photography Masters Cup with:
Nominee in Fine Art | Side table
Nominee in Fine Art | Member of the biking nation
11,321 entries were received from 83 countries and your work received a high percentage of votes overall. Certainly an achievement, well done!
The Awards Jury represents the industry's biggest names and tastemakers who reviewed the entries online before making the nominations shortlist and honoring 272 title awards in 18 categories. The Awards could not have wished for a better group of professionals to work with.
We will be promoting your nomination through our international network and PR campaign.
Congratulations once again on being a Nominee and we wish you a most successful photography year.
Best regards,
Basil O'Brien
Creative Director read on >>
published on 10.24.2011, 0 reactions
Zwart Goud
Click on the image below to read the result of coffee, cake and a good conversation with Harry Prenger from Cultuurblog Zwart Goud
Thanks Mr. Motley!
Click the image below to read the article. read on >>
published on 10.17.2011, 0 reactions
Forty years of collecting
During yesterday's celebration at Museum van Bommel van Dam director Rick Vercauteren presented the new museum catalogue ('Het Kloeke Boek').
In the museum's collection four of my self-portraits. In the catalogue a spread of two:
Banquet & Side table
Being part of all of this is a very legitimate reason to have a good time.
Peter de Ronde from Zebra Fotostudio's Venlo was awaiting me at Museum Van Bommel van Dam Venlo, a couple of weeks ago. He asked me to pose for him, which was awkward for me, but since we are both 'naturals' the result came out fine. Thanks for shooting me, Peter! You've made me happy. read on >>
published on 10.11.2011, 0 reactions
Self-portraits go beyond just a picture of yourself
One remote control dropped and is broken, the spare remote control got burned. Now I am missing an important part of my equipment and cannot shoot myself for a couple of days. But it was worth it! My live atelier at Museum Van Bommel van Dam has been an extremely wonderful experience. I wanna thank all people coming by and shooting themselves. And of course all people from Museum Van Bommel van Dam, Venlo (Nl). read on >>
published on 10.03.2011, 0 reactions
Educational chaos
Chaos at museum Van Bommel van Dam yesterday. Sunday October 2, 2011 will be the last day of my live atelier. So grab your chance to come and shoot yourself. Could be great fun. Saw only smiling people the last couple of days.
Besides the fun my live atelier is an educational activity as well. So bring your children to learn about photography and to shoot themselves... or other stuff ;)
I will gladly welcome you today! read on >>
published on 10.02.2011, 0 reactions
Fun!!!
Having a great time at my personal playground for one week Museum Van Bommel van Dam, Venlo.
Yesterday kids from Valuas College, Venlo and their teacher Richard Wering came by to shoot themselves. They brought some patisserie. Let me say this: pastry can be tempting.
Below you can find the result. I must admit Richard is a very dedicated teacher ;)
More self-portraits from visitors can be found: here.
And here's an impression of the making-of (Thursday)read on >>
published on 09.30.2011, 0 reactions
Finishing touch
Dear Von is taking care of the finishing touch.
We're all ready for my live atelier at Museum Van Bommel van Dam Venlo.
Gonna start one day earlier. I will be present tomorrow already.
See ya!
More images can be found hereread on >>
published on 09.27.2011, 0 reactions
Preparations live atelier
Today we started preparing my live atelier at museum Van Bommel van Dam Venlo (Nl).
The first couple of people already shot themselves.
I will be working at the museum from Wednesday September 28 till Sunday October 2, 2011, every day from 11.00 a.m. - 17.00 p.m.
Looking forward to welcome you! read on >>
published on 09.26.2011, 0 reactions
Review presentation at Kunstencentrum Venlo (Nl)
Jan Nabuurs, Photoclub Océ wrote a wonderful review of my presentation.
The pleasure is all mine, thanks!
Click the image below to read the article. read on >>
published on 09.26.2011, 0 reactions
Invitation to my live atelier at Museum Van Bommel van Dam, Venlo (Nl)
Presentation on behalf of photoclub Océ and other interested clubs/people at Kunstencentrum Venlo (Nl)
My presentation went well tonight. But.... I have to talk much much slower. It's a habit of mine to: talk quickly, eat quickly, work quickly.... Sometimes it's better to go slow, like slow food. I would like to thank all people who came to view my work and me. I really appreciate it. Big hug to you all.
All (50) seats were taken, and even more. It feels so special all these people making the effort to come to listen to me. Overwhelming as a matter of fact. Many of them thanked me for the inspiration but this goes the same for me, vice versa.
I even saw some members of my home-town photoclub! Ton Savelkoul created an impression of the event. You can find his pictures on Facebookread on >>
published on 09.20.2011, 0 reactions
De gevoelige snaar
Available Thursday September 1 : 'Fotografie', ed 9, 2011.
Interview by Diana Bokje.
Click the cover below to read the article. read on >>
published on 08.29.2011, 0 reactions
Godmother
My godmother will turn 82 tomorrow. She supports me passionately, despite the fact she doesn't approve of all of my self-portraits. She is a huge fan of my sp 'Unstoppable' and proudly will hang it on her apartments' wall.
Sometimes I feel the urge to reveal a tiny bit of a series I am working on. One of the reasons: I never know how long working on a series will take. It's hard to decide when a series is really finished. How long do I have to wait to show my work?
Therefore two self-portraits below, part of my 'Off the wall-series' in progress.
On the left: 'Flashing, 2009'...................On the right: 'Discard layers, 2010'........
Yesterday: Standing buck naked on the dung heap in my backyard I heard a whistle. I turned around and had to conclude a 'strange bird' wearing a green t-shirt spotted me. No luck zapping him with my remote control, he must have been on a different frequency.
Well, I do have a dirty job, but someone got to do it. ;)
My self-portrait 'Side table' got selected amongst 250 pieces of art. The jury had to chose from 4,750 anonymous entries. For each judgement they had only 15 seconds. Enunciative power had to do the job.
After viewing my self-portrait the man in blue laughed, turned around and said to me: 'Haha.. a side-table.' I replied: 'That's me.' 'Who, the photographer, the model?' he asked. 'Everyone', I answered. 'Look, it's a self-portrait,' and I pointed at the little white tag on the wall. The man was astonished, from all people around him he picked me to share his joy with. Yet again proven: it's a small world!
Thanks anonymous Mr Blue for being enthusiastic about my work. I consider it an honor to have made you smile.
On the spot for contemplation.
(Searching for my art.)
A while ago I received the good news two of my self-portraits had been selected for the Dream Art Exhibition organised by the International Association for the Study of Dreams
Wednesday I took them to Rolduc a conference center/former seminary. A member of the organisation asked if there was a location I preferred for my pictures. I answered: 'They need good lighting, that's all.'
Thursday evening I found out they were put up the wall of a videoroom. You'll probably understand videorooms are half dark. Trying to get some answers... read on >>
published on 06.26.2011, 0 reactions
Dream Art Exhibition, Rolduc (Nl)
I am participating in this exhibition with two dream related self-portraits.
One of them below.
FotoFestival Naarden 2011 ended last weekend. I wanna thank all visitors for their enthusiasm and compliments as well as all volunteers for their good work. It has been a wonderful experience.
My dad (88 yr) saw this self-portrait during the news last Friday (NOS journaal). Today he called and said: 'It reminds me of a Picasso.'
I could take this as a huge compliment but in the back of my head a little voice keeps whispering: 'Crooked face, crooked face...'
At the moment some of my self-portraits, belonging to the museum's collection, are exhibited.
The show is called: Uit de verzameling: 'Nieuwe aanwinsten'.
Followed by: 'Making up other realities'.
(Till the beginning of September 2011.)
Facebook inspired me to start a new series: The Facebook rejections.
My self-portrait 'Banquet' got removed this evening.
Which will be the next one? read on >>
published on 04.27.2011, 0 reactions
Nominated for 'De Gouden Grijns'
My Side table got nominated. We didn't win, but still keep on grinning.
A nomination is already great.
More info about this new contest: De Gouden Grijns
Congrats for Hans Palmboom.
In my body-double-series I participate more than once in a self-portrait.
It's important to exploit all my different 'inner me's' to be able to live a complete life.
Suicide, 2009
Quote from WikiHow:
How to love yourself.
We spend so much of our time waiting to be loved, hoping love will find us, searching, yearning for that special love. Feeling empty and lost without it. Wanting someone to give us love and fill us up. Unfortunately, that’s not usually how life works. You will draw to you exactly what you create in life, and what you believe you are worthy of. So loving yourself can create love in your life. When you expect love from an external source, and someone or something does not fulfill your void and fantasy's, then you will feel worse than before.
Naar aanleiding van de tentoonstellingen 'Hybride Emotionen/Gemengde gevoelens' in samenwerking met het euregio-Haus, Mönchengladbach (Duitsland) en 'Lilith on da Stage' in samenwerking met Theater de Maaspoort Venlo (Nederland), heeft Museum Van Bommel van Dam zelfportretten aangekocht van Lilith (zie onder deze tekst).
Sind 2005 speelt fotografe Henriëtte van Gasteren onder haar kunstenaarsnaam Lilith, op cartooneske, humoristische, superironische en soms ook pijnlijk realistische manier met het beeld van (hedendaagse) vrouwen. Als Lilith verschijnt ze, analoog aan de baanbrekende uitbeeldingen van de Amerikaanse fotografe Cindy Sherman, letterlijk en figuurlijk in vele, soms bewust archaïsche, vaak complexe en soms zelfs tegenstrijdige gedaanten. In haar ‘zelfportretten’ representeert ze in wezen alle vrouwen inclusief koddige karakters uit een reeds ver vervlogen animatieverleden zoals Betty Boop en Olive.
In en rond het huis, dat continu als open atelier fungeert, produceert ze met een zelfontspanner en afstandsbediening voorstellingen, waarop ze – telkens anders gekleed en iedere keer weer in andere poses – als een caleidoscopisch model allerlei archetypen en stereotypen met betrekking tot vrouwen en denkbeelden van mannen over vrouwen uitgekiend en gevoelvol de revue laat passeren.
Rick Vercauteren, directeur Museum Van Bommel van Dam
Doing the laundry, 2007
Banquet, 2008
Side table, 2010
From blue to white, 2010
On these pictures Rick Vercauteren, Yvonne van Dijk, Charlotte van Wijlick and I. read on >>
published on 03.14.2011, 0 reactions
Climax of the week
Climax of the week 'High tea' (2009) for me and myself. From my body double series. A creative way to savour cake without getting fat. Perhaps greasy, but who cares? Enjoy!
Yesterday I shot myself on behalf of my series 'Domestic Goddess'. It had been a while. I was convinced I finished that series months ago but my persistent inner housewife keeps popping up. I am predestined.
View the series on my website: http://www.lilithlove.eu chapter Photography
Since my dad wasn't able to visit my exhibition 'I could've had religion' I thought: 'If Mohammed will not go to the mountain, the mountain must come to Mohammed', and I took the self-portrait 'The prodigal daughter' in which he participated to his place.
And what did he say while I was unwrapping the picture? Yep right: 'If Mohammed will not go to the mountain... etc.' Great minds think alike.
He is very proud of the result and carrying a smaller version of this self-portrait in his inside pocket to show it to his acquintances now and then.
On the other hand I am very proud of my dear dad always willing to help his daughter in many ways. He believes in me like I do in him.
Edition December 2010/January 2011 informs us about Realisme 11.
Describing my 'Side table' they quote Rick Vercauteren, director of museum Van Bommel van Dam at Venlo (Nl) who calls this self-portrait: Instant humour.
Click the image below to read the article. read on >>
published on 01.15.2011, 0 reactions
Opening night Realisme 11
Before I left I asked my daughter: 'How do I look?'
'Like a Vampire,' she replied, 'ready to play a role in Twilight.'
Oh well, cannot help it being a succubus, so I guess I was dressed for the occasion after all.
Eduard Planting and I striking a pose. Ain't we cool?
Ed's assistant Lea looking and being very sweet as usual. read on >>
published on 01.14.2011, 0 reactions
My good new year resolutions
After a couple of exhibitions (one is still running) I demounted and stored a number of my works today.
Some of my good new year resolutions are: to work hard, to show more and most of all to keep on enjoying photography as much as I do now. It's one of my basic needs.
Cleaning the cupboard a couple of days ago I stumbled upon a collage my boyfriend Lex made in 2006. He shot me as a model during the World Bodypainting Festival in Austria and combined these pics. Being a bodypaint model was something I never did before and never thereafter. Watching the video and listening to the music by the 'Kings of Convenience' brought back good memories and made me happy.
Click the image to share this happiness.
This little movie was immediately banned by YouTube in 2006.
Frontpage, December 15, 2010. Click the image to read. read on >>
published on 12.17.2010, 0 reactions
But my little girl wouldn't let me pray
On behalf of my exhibition 'I could've had religion' I've created a stopmotion movie. Cinta (whose name means 'love') plays a leading role. It was such a wonderful day when she came to assist me. I will never forget it.
Today someone asked me to explain the reason why it was such an exceptionally beautiful experience to me. It all has to do with heartfelt emotions. Kids are sincere. That's why a wise man once said we all should become children again: genuine.
In my opinion religion is all about LOVE and that's what I felt that day: a lotta love.
I am thankful Cinta crossed my path and also towards her parents who were extremely supportive.
Click on the image below to watch the stopmotion called: 'But my little girl wouldn't let me pray'. Don't forget to turn the sound system on.
Music by: Editors
Title: 'Well worn hand'
My co-star Cinta and her mother Tamara saying goodbye.
Mayor Mr Bert Oord en my son Juul listening to a typical female conversation about photography
While unwrapping my self-portraits for the exhibition: 'I could've had religion' an older lady with a little dog passed. She viewed my 'His bride (their love, their pain)' and said after decent examination: 'The bishop would turn in his grave.... but I like it.' She gave me an understanding smile. Now, isn't that an encouraging start of the set up?
Kult suprised me by using one of my self-portraits of the series 'I could've had religion' for the cover of the magazine, edition December 10/January 11. The last issue sadly enough.
Click the image below to read.
Faith, hope and love
When my dad saw this self-portrait in which he participated, he said 'Consolation'. He hit the nail on the head. The title given by me is 'Faith, hope & love', but isn't this almost the same? Isn't this what religion is about? Isn't this an important component of a good parent-child-relation? I do think so. That's why this self-portrait is one of three autonomous photos of my series called 'I could've had religion'. One of the most important ingredients of my series of 21 self-portraits in total. read on >>
published on 12.01.2010, 0 reactions
Opening Lilith on da Stage
On November 9, 2010 the exhibition of my self-portraits 'Lilith on da Stage' was opened by Rick Vercauteren, director of museum Van Bommel van Dam, Venlo (NL) and Marcel 't Sas, director theater de Maaspoort, Venlo (NL).
It was a pleasant evening. Beautiful words were spoken. Dear guests came to support my work and me.
Marcel 't Sas and I
Push the side table below to visit my photography website for a selection of self-portraits.
Text by Rick Vercauteren:
De Limburgse fotografe Henriëtte van Gasteren (Sevenum, 1964) speelt sinds 2005, onder haar kunstenaarsnaam Lilith, op cartooneske, humoristische, superironische en soms ook pijnlijk realistische manier met het beeld van hedendaagse vrouwen. Als Lilith verschijnt ze, analoog aan uitbeeldingen van de Amerikaanse fotografe Cindy Sherman in vele complexe en soms zelfs tegenstrijdige gedaanten. In haar baanbrekende ‘portretten’ beeldt Lilith in wezen zichzelf en tegelijkertijd alle vrouwen uit. Performances pendelend tussen zijn en schijn. (Klik op 'lees verder' voor het vervolg.) read on >>
published on 11.10.2010, 0 reactions
Interview Lilith & Ekkehart Panek
Interview by Julia Küppers from City Vision Television with Lilith and Ekkehart Panek about the duo-exhibition Hybrid Emotions at the Euregio-haus, Mönchengladbach (BRD).
On November 3, 2010 Rick Vercauteren, Ekkehart Panek and I had a very pleasant conversation at the Euregio-haus to inform the public a bit more about the background of our works and lives.
It is amazing how much Ekkehart and I have in common but nevertheless still differ from each other. Again proof the title of the duo-exhibition 'Hybrid Emotions' suits very well.
An impression of the event can be found here
Working on my series: 'I could have had religion', which will be exhibited in my village, December 2010. I have to create yet another self-portrait and then I am done. Lex shot me while photoshopping. I always leave my 'outfit' intact just in case I have to shoot myself all over again. This time I was wearing a curtain, which I already used quite often in the past.
Since I am a dragon according to the Chinese zodiac I decided to start behaving like a real one and asked Marc from Phiro Dansoz to teach me how to breath fire. We started with water, to practise the spitting part, and used oil lateron. Besides, I wanna shoot a self-portrait using fire, so I just felt obliged to learn it. No faking for me!
It was a fun afternoon, but I need another lesson, that's for sure.
An impression of lesson number 1 can be found here: http://www.pbase.com/lilith/firebreathing_dragonread on >>
published on 10.13.2010, 0 reactions
Girlz in da hood, Disciples
Hey! Hey you! Don't mess with me. Yeah you!
Don't stab me in the back.
My big sisters are watching you.
" (No heading) schrijft Harry op 01.10.10 23:53
Laat die foto's dan maar eens zien, dan kan ieder voor zich beoordelen of die censuur wel terecht is. Maar de krant wordt ook gelezen door jongeren onder de 16. Dus als de redactie van deze krant die censuur terecht vindt, zal ze die foto's ook niet plaatsen. Dan moeten wij gaan kijken bij de kunstenares thuis. Mijn ervaring is, dat men in Duitsland wat betreft normen en waarden (en seksualiteit) kritischer is dan in Nederland.
Laat je niet kisten....prima publiciteit! schrijft Poisoned op 01.10.10 14:07
Dit is wat kunst moet zijn, geef het dan ook letterlijk en figuurlijk de (Euregiohaus) ruimte!
Jammer, de angst overheerst!
"De censuur is de blinddoek voor het geweten" (G.van Acker)
Willekeur schrijft JanWiers op 01.10.10 09:27
Het is toch een raar volkje, die Mönchengladbacher. Dit is toch pure willekeur. Hoe is het mogelijk, dat een medewerker kan oordelen over wat gewaagd is en wat niet. Het was misschien verstandiger geweest in het Kunstmuseum of Kunstsammlung in Düsseldorf te exposeren. Daar hebben ze meer oog voor de (foto)kunst. Voor mij is LilithR de nederlandse Bettina Reims, dus Henriëtte, keep on clicking!!
tere kinderzieltjes schrijft michiel schweitzer op 01.10.10 01:56
Even opgezocht : Op http://www.lilithlove.com/ onder blog staat een foto 'Art is never chaste' waarnaar de beschrijving hierboven zou kunnen verwijzen. Waarom dit niet zou mogen is mij een raadsel. Te gewaagd? De titel zegt meer dan de foto.
http://www.lilithlove.com/ onder blog staat een foto 'Art is never chaste' waarnaar de beschrijving hierboven zou kunnen verwijzen. Waarom dit niet zou mogen is mij een raadsel. Te gewaagd? De titel zegt meer dan de foto."/> " read on >>
The last round started today. The 8 finalists are:
Armando
Gerti Bierenbroodspot
Anton Corbijn
Sam Drukker
Marlene Dumas
Titia Ex
Marc Mulders
Erwin Olaf
It's time to vote for your two favorites! read on >>
published on 10.01.2010, 0 reactions
Art is never chaste
Pablo Picasso:
'Art is never chaste. It ought to be forbidden to ignorant innocents, never allowed into contact with those not sufficiently prepared. Yes, art is dangerous. Where it is chaste, it is not art.' read on >>
published on 09.27.2010, 0 reactions
Vision
On his way back home my friend Franco Gori had a vision.
Luckily he brought his camera to capture the images appearing in artificial light by night.
Click the picture below to witness.
My sympathy goes out to the victims, their family and friends. But my heart also goes out to the ones who rescued others as well as to those who tried to help and weren't able to. It must have been awful to watch this terrible accident happen without being able to free people who got trapped. read on >>
published on 07.25.2010, 0 reactions
Boekpresentatie, Den Haag
Vandaag werd het boek van Ruud Linssen over vrijwillig lijden gepresenteerd. Hij had me uitgenodigd te spreken over het vrijwillige lijden van het moederschap.
Toen hij me hierover belde schoot gewoontegetrouw als eerste een zelfportret door mijn hoofd; ik ben immers gewend aan het gebruik van lichaamstaal. De 410 door mij geschreven en gesproken woorden volgden deze middag in De Bunker, Den Haag.
Het in bloed gedrukt boek is verkrijgbaar bij Underware
Lost in Motherhood
De navelstreng. Het negen maanden durend verbond met mijn kind, onze eeuwigdurende verstrengeling. Het doorknippen van de navelstreng doet geen pijn, want die knip is niet echt. We blijven voor altijd verbonden. (Klik op 'lees verder' onder de foto's voor het vervolg.)
Remember Ruud Linssen, the reporter who did that wonderful interview with me for 'de Buun' last year? Well, he wrote an interesting book called: 'Book of war, mortification and love'. Saucy detail: the book was printed in blood, his own blood.
Curious? Click on the picture below to watch the video about the making of the book.
Bookpresentation: July 18, 2010 3.00 p.m.
Location: Bunker, Westbroekpark, The Hague (Nl). read on >>
published on 07.06.2010, 0 reactions
ColognePride 2010 (BRD)
My favorite model during the Christopher Parade at Cologne. read on >>
published on 07.05.2010, 0 reactions
Dutch
Feeling very happy and Dutch on tour down South today.
It must have been caused by the good company, the pleasant weather and the extremely beautiful landscape. read on >>
published on 07.03.2010, 0 reactions
Slideshow
Wanna see a slideshow of my work?
Push the picture below. read on >>
published on 03.21.2010, 0 reactions
The Photo Paper
The PHOTO PAPER is published for an international audience hungry to see the finest contemporary work and exclusive first look at the industry's fastest rising stars. Launching with a special double-issue, the first release will salute the 3rd Annual Photography Masters Cup winners, showcasing over 600 images in 15 categories from Abstract to Wildlife.
BLACK AND WHITE SPIDER AWARDS HONORS PHOTOGRAPHER LILITH FROM THE NETHERLANDS
LONDON 01.25.2010 – Professional photographer Lilith of the Netherlands was presented with the 5th Annual Black and White Spider Awards Nominee title in the category of Nude at a prestigious Nomination & Winners Photo Show attended by 35,000 online viewers who logged on live from 154 countries to see the climax of the industry's most important event for black and white photography.
Thousands of images were received from 68 countries worldwide. The awards international Jury included captains of the industry from Magnum Photos, The Armory Show, Fratelli Alinari, Contrasto to Tate and Hamiltons in London who honored Spider Fellows with 84 coveted title awards in 28 categories. The judges reviewed the entries online for eight weeks before making their final nominations and Lilith's "Bodyparts: Piqued," an exceptional image entered in the Nude category, received a high percentage of votes overall.
"The Spider Awards celebrates photographers who operate at the highest levels of their craft," said Basil O'Brien, the awards Creative Director. "Lilith's work represents black and white photography at its finest, and we're pleased to present her with the title of Nominee."
BLACK AND WHITE SPIDER AWARDS is the leading international award honoring excellence in black and white photography. This celebrated event shines a spotlight on the best professional and amateur photographers worldwide and honors the finest images with the highest achievements in black and white photography.
Klik op onderstaande foto om het artikel te lezen. read on >>
published on 12.16.2009, 0 reactions
Lilith in da House
"...Kom naar de opening van de expositie Lilith in da House volgende week
woensdag 16 december. Om 19.00 uur in de Blauw Trap in Venlo en om 21.00
uur in Grand Café Staccato in Tegelen. Met een museumdirecteur, een
hoofdredacteur maar bovenal Lilith zelf. Bezoekers krijgen een bijzondere kaart mee als aandenken. Naast de foto’s op groot formaat
is er eenmalig een bijzonder filmpje te zien dat de kunstenaar voor de
gelegenheid heeft gemaakt. De gemeente Venlo tekent voor de sponsoring
van de expositie..."
Klik op onderstaande foto om de uitnodiging te lezen: read on >>
Click the image to read the interview by Bertjan ter Braak (in Dutch). read on >>
published on 05.18.2009, 0 reactions
Here's to my 'A one woman show'
Exactly 3 p.m. we raised our glasses: Lea, Aad/Lilith and Ed.
I would love to thank all visitors for taking the time and making the effort to come and watch my works. As well thanks to Aad and Ed who made this first solo-exhibition possible. And of course Lea for her assistance welcoming our guests on Saturday. It was a great day!
Lilith: 'A one woman show' : May 16 - June 13, 2009 at Eduard Planting Fine Art Photographs, Amsterdam http://www.eduardplanting.com
3rd Annual Photography Masters Cup: The Color Awards
2nd Place - Merit of Excellence, category Nude
PHOTOGRAPHY MASTERS CUP HONORS PHOTOGRAPHER HENRIËTTE VAN GASTEREN FROM THE NETHERLANDS
LONDON March 22, 2009 - photographer Henriëtte van Gasteren of The Netherlands was presented with the 3rd Annual Photography Masters Cup Merit of Excellence Award in the category of Nude at a prestigious live online Winners and Nomination Ceremony presented by International Color Awards to recognize excellence in color photography.
Thousands of images were received from ninety-two countries. The nominated photographers were selected by a who's who Judging Panel from the international photography community, including Christie's (New York), National Geographic (Washington) and Fox Broadcasting Company (Los Angeles). The Panel reviewed the images online over an eight week period and Henriëtte's "Banquet (self-portrait)," an exceptional image entered in the Nude category, received a high percentage of votes overall.
"The Masters Cup celebrates photographers who operate at the highest levels of their craft," said the awards Creative Director, Basil O'Brien. "Henriëtte's work represents color photography at its finest and we're pleased to present her with the Merit of Excellence."
INTERNATIONAL COLOR AWARDS, PHOTOGRAPHY MASTERS CUP is the leading international award honoring excellence in color photography. This celebrated event shines a spotlight on the best professional and non-professional photographers worldwide and honors the finest images with the highest achievements in color photography.
Kalfsbraadstuk op tagliatelle met een zachte saus van witte port en kaas
(Geselecteerd voor en verschenen in de bundel van de Raadselige Roos 2005, de jaarlijkse Venrayse proza- en poëziewedstrijd voor amateurs uit Zuid-Nederland. http://www.literair-cafe-venray.nl )
‘Nee, dan heb je waarschijnlijk het verkeerde nummer gekozen,’ antwoord ik ontkennend op de vraag van de onbekende man aan de telefoon of hij met Femke spreekt. read on >>